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09 October 2008

Chapter 12: My 4 New Disciples

Written on 9 October 2008



In 2007,
In Labuan, Michael, Jack, Jusslee, Jeffry are my first 4 disciples.













Click here for Chapter 2: My First 4 Disciples

In 2008,
In KK and Tawau, I have another 4 more disciples.
They are Benjamin Chong, Gabriel Pang, Joshua Giam, and Andy Chong.


These 8 disciples love to stay close to me because of my life testimony. They found the same purpose of life as mine. They do not want to stay in a world where no one would recognize them.

They wanna be someone outstanding. They had been trying to find a way to make themselves well-known. They were attracted by Jack’s Stuff. Yet the testimony about God in my life is even more impacted in their life. They love God and they experienced God. Their life was changed by Jesus.
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Benjamin Chong











He is a Chef. We met each other in Diocesan English Youth Camp. That was in December 2007. He was inspired by my CWalk. He said CWalk is like as if we are flying or hovering or flowing on the ground. He loves Heeltoe very much. The CWalk in KK video, he is also one of the persons. Check the link below

CWalk in KK

His dream is to teach the next generation to become good chefs. He wanna teach them with Love of God. Currently, he is in Taiwan now. He is learning to be a great chef. Who know one day while all of us seek the Kingdom of God together, he will be our great chef. I believe we wont be worrying about food anymore… ha ha…
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Gabriel Pang












He is a potential guy. His communication skill is strong. His English is fluent. Yet he still needs to learn how to use it wisely. He is a fast learner – guitar, CWalk, and communication skills. He likes to follow me whenever I go. He is also the same like Jack Mok. However, he is much taller than Jack Mok. The CWalk in English Camp video, he is also one of the persons. Check the link below

CWalk in English Camp

On 15 Sep 2008, he cried sorrowfully when he sent me off from Tawau Airport. He was the only guy who accompanied me from Church to Airport. I was so glad to have him as my disciple.
He even stayed with me during the very last night in church. We talked about life and truth. That is the only time that he learnt so much from my experience…
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Joshua Giam












He is a very interesting guy. His speech is not fluent at all time. However, he always loves to talk about God. He has extraordinary dreams. He did want to change the world for God. Yet he does not know how to begin the journey and start to do great things for God.

He has visions and dreams from God. He told me that God always speak to him. He said his soul came out of his physical body at one time, and God showed him the Heaven. He was so excited and said that he wanna change the world for God. He said that his mission for God is something to do with Muslims. I guess many people who hear his dream will say that he is obviously lying. I choose to believe him.

But there is one thing he used to do. He fought all time in his childhood. Now he was greatly changed by Jesus. And he always look to me as a leader and a great brother.
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Andy Chong













He always seek my advice in his life. The funniest thing about him is that he always look for me and ask about how to be a good boyfriend. He got a girlfriend, but he doesn’t know how to treat his girlfriend in the right way. He always listens to me. I like him very much.

He is a very generous guy. His mother is so good to me. They know I am having a financial disability. They will always bring me out for dinner after Saturday Night church service in Tawau. Remember that!! Almost every Saturday… I believe they really treat me as their family.












He really loves me very much. He gave a card written that I am a great brother and a great leader. The most touching thing is that he wrote this, “If I have ever offended you, please forgive me.” From his true heart, not everyone can do like he did.
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But one day in Sep 2008 which happened to be the same in Labuan (Sep 2008), we were parted except Benjamin. Benjamin left to Taiwan since February 2008. And there is a promise between us – we will be united together in future. There is also to fulfill something bigger in our purpose of life.
Our ultimate goal is to search for greater glory of God and to impact the life of others in the name of Jesus.

29 September 2008

Chapter 11: Wisdom

Written on May 2008















I had been living for more than 20 years,
and I heard many comments about wisdom from many people.
Some say about knowledge, some say about the wise thoughts of human, Some even say about the good deeds of human, some even say about creativity.

In my opinion, wisdom comes from Father, Son and Holy Spirit. wisdom is a special gift. wisdom starts from heart and mind. In order to find out whether these people have wisdom, there is only a way. It’s just a simple step to find out. Easy! Through their speech.

People say that certain people have wisdom
the actions of their doing, the knowledge of their exposure… etc.
However, as for me...

People who have great talents and skills do not mean that they have wisdom.
People, who can do things effectively and efficiently, do not mean that they have wisdom.
People, who can clarify and justify good and bad, right and wrong, do not mean they have wisdom.











People, who know how to speak good things at the right time, and rebuke at the right time, scold at the right time, and know how to edify and encourage people at the right time, I tell you this; they are the one who have wisdom.


Rebuke is not necessary to be scolding, using stern voice to talk, making pressurized situations. Rebuke can be done through a very nicely way, explain and state out the wrongdoings, Yet speak with ,authority and power, and speak out the reasonable statements.

Many people in this world do not know how to speak properly. These kinds of people are the most irritating and hated by people. These kinds of people are more than the people who commit serious crimes in this world, if added up in total in worldwide rate.

If the world indicates that “Nonsense, Gossip, Criticism” is a crime, I will be much ensured to say this will be the highest rate among all crimes.

To the world, this is not a crime. To God, this is a sin. Christians must understand this. Christians are not lived to criticize and gossip people. Criticism and gossip brings dissension and hatred. If Christians do not know how to speak, yet speak what is evil, it means they don’t love their neighbors.

wisdom is found on the lips of the discerning…” Proverbs 10:13
“… but the mouth of a fool invites ruin.” Proverbs 10:14
“A fool’s lips bring him strife, and his mouth invites a beating.” Proverbs 18:6


As it is written above, we should know that most of the crimes in this world are involved in speech. How can robbery begin without saying the plan? How can violence not involved in quarreling? How can war start without someone saying something stupid? How can a murderer do it without someone influences him? Think about it.

That is why bible quotes this:
“We all stumble in many ways. If anyone is never at fault in what he says, he is a perfect man, able to keep his whole body in check.” James 3:2

If a person knows how to talk properly, he is a perfect man. He is blameless in the eyes of people. If he can control his words, he can manage his personal life well. Do you agree? I tell you a joke. Those readers, who don’t agree this, will start to say nonsense again RIGHT NOW.People are mostly fools. Blameless people did nothing wrong, and some people will start stupid conversation and gossip to accuse the blameless people.









I appreciate those people who see my life and remain silent. It is good not to say anything stupid if you have nothing to say. If you have something to encourage, speak it out. It will brings life to people.

“When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise.” Proverbs 10:19
“Peacemakers who sow in peace raise a harvest of righteousness.” James 3:18


Those people in my life including those in Youtube and friendster, who encourage and support me always, I wanna say, “May the peace of the Lord be with you.” It is because they make peace with me as a stranger. They are peacemakers. They do not know me, but they had started the right words, “Can we be friends?”











People, who are close to me, say that I am a man who knows how to speak. People, who are close to me, say that I am a counselor, an encourager, a good friend. People, who are close to me, will understand how I talk and edify people. However, I do not dare to say that I am a perfect man. No one is perfect. At least, I had begun to improve my journey of wisdom, a life of wisdom.

“Who is wise and understanding among you? Let him show it by his good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom.” James 3:13

I challenge you. Find people with wisdom. Find out those people who really speak wisely almost at all time. I dare to tell you this – those people are hard to find.

20 April 2008

Chapter 9: Where are you?

Written on April 2008













“Where are you, Jack’s Stuff?” many asked.

I had been away from Tawau for two weeks since 1 April. I had gone for YPS training to enhance my leadership stronger. Within these two weeks, I receive lots of encouragements and care from my good friends. When I think it back, Jesus is always good. It is because Jesus gives me REAL friends.

I slowly began to find that my natural smile View more is fixing back piece by piece.
I know one day, it will be made whole in Jesus again.











When I returned after two weeks, I received lots of greetings and regards.

1) Youtube subscribers and friends Mostly, they are expecting a new CWalk video, and even my composed song MTV. They are my great supporters and my great encouragers.


They were all asking me whether I will be going to visit them in future.
This is so wonderful! Friendship really moves the life of men.“Jack’s Stuff, we support you all the way!”

And I wanna give thanks to the FSN friends. They are such a lovely group. The video is dedicated to Jack’s Stuff. Check this link below.


FSN Shuffle for Jack's Stuff


2) St Patrick’s Youth
They were saying that when I was away for two weeks, the youth gathering was a bit weird. However, they were asking me when I will be back. Jennica is also one of them. That really warms my heart. I love my youths too. When I returned, I can see their REAL happiness on their faces. They were greeting me and talking to me about their life. I believe God had used me to bless their life. And I gain much trust in them. Thanks be to God!













3) Msn Friends
I was so surprised when I start to get online. I saw so many messages. The friends are asking me where I’d gone. They were all concerning about my life. They are very excited to get the Jack’s Stuff T Shirts. I can never know that they are so keen to have the Jack’s Stuff T Shirts. And the funniest thing is that they will meet all of us and wear the T Shirts together. I thank God for His goodness. Jack’s Stuff is for Glory of God.


All these goodness are from God, to God and for God. Let all glory, honor and praise be to our Lord, Jesus Christ. He is such a great and wonderful God.


17 April 2008

Chapter 8: Red

Written on March 2008












“Why is your face red?” the people asked me.
“Well, I believe this is a wonderful creation of God.” I answered.

I, Jack’s Stuff has a special feature which not everyone has it.People give me a nick – Jack the Apple, Jack the Red, Jack the rose cheek... whatever…


I have a red face. Since the day I was born, my face is born to be like that. I had heard thousands of times from people, saying, “Why is your face red?”

To me, at first, I found it really annoying. It’s because I find it REAL ugly. The reddish face without any itchiness just looks blemish… People around me are normal, I am abnormal…

However, right now, I think differently. I think I am UNIQUE… No one has it, I have it. I feel proud about it.

Somehow I am allergy to Sunlight, Super Spicy food, Seafood… High temperature of hotness and Low temperature of coldness.

When any of these matters happened to me, people will notice my face very obviously! It is TOO RED! Like an Red Apple! People will surely notice it! Ha ha… Especially after my exercise, people will say, “Jack, your face!!! WOW!!! ”

People easily identify my emotions. They can roughly know what had happened to me. When I am sad, when I am happy, when I am excited, when I am panic, when I am angry… My red face will tell everything.

So I guess for those who read Jack’s Stuff blog, and they meet me in person, they will not ask me the same question again.

Chapter 7: S500i Sony Ericsson

Written on 25 February 2008













On 15 – 22 February 2008, I went to KK and Labuan for Holidays. At the same time, I wanna get my Jack’s Stuff T Shirts. On 17 February 2008, Benjamin and Chris (C Walkers) were asking me out for lunch in Delifrance at Warisan Square (nearby Centerpoint). Benjamin asked me to teach him how to use the Sony Vegas 7 (Movie editing software) , while Chris was getting C Walk songs from my S500i phone. We were very close to each other because the table was so small for us.

Warisan Square, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, Malaysia









While I was teaching Benjamin, I found out that my phone was LOST! We were searching the place high and low for several times. Then a waitress came to us saying that there was a Filipino standing besides us just few minutes ago. Chris began to scold the waitress for not informing us earlier. Then Benjamin was angry, saying “He is a Filipino, and we are Chinese. Obviously, we are not the same at all. We are not friends! And we didn’t come in the café together.”

The funniest thing is that the waitress replied, “I saw him taking your phone away…”












Without finishing the sentence, Chris shouted, “YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD US EARLIER!” After knowing the details of how Filipino dressed, Chris and Benjamin immediately called out his friends and went out to find the Filipino. I was left alone in the café and thinking about the whole matter.

We were in the café. There were many people around us. The Filipino was so daring to enter a place to steal my phone. The phone was just right in front of me, and yet all of us didn’t even notice any movement of theft. Indeed, that guy is a great pickpocket.

The waitresses in the café came to apologize to me for not informing us earlier. They expected to receive an insane scolding from me. However, I didn’t scold them. I was so CALM! I smiled to them in return, saying, “It’s ok. What is gone, it’s gone. It will never return. Let it be.”









I began to think of some moral values in this matter:

1) When you got problems, and people around you had known your problems, they will stay away from it. They saw the pickpocket, but they remain silent. This is sin of nature - Selfishness.

2) It’s useless to be angry when anything had already happened. Why not we think of a brighter way and think positively? It’s just a phone. We can buy a new one. Furthermore, my God, Jesus is indeed a God of blessings. Amen!

3) Jesus really knows that I want to change a new phone. S500i isn’t my best choice. I want the latest Sony Ericsson Shaky Phone (W580i).

4) Since my phone was gone, that Filipino was in sin. I prayed that God will forgive him for he did not know what he was doing. I prayed that God’s mercy and grace will fall upon that guy. Even though Benjamin and Chris found that pickpocket, I will not hate him. I will not give him BLUE EYES too. I rather share the gospel of Jesus to him.










The waitresses and the people were astonished by my smile and calmness. I just thought in my mind, “Jesus is my good God. He will bless me always.” While I was praying for that Filipino, I felt that Jesus says I did a right thing. And I sense a strong mercy from Jesus because I love and forgive that guy.

Jesus loves us and forgives us though we sin against Him. What a Great God! I just prayed that Filipino will turn into a Christian and stay away from evil desires. And sin no more…











In conclusion, though Benjamin and Chris could not find that Filipino, Jesus blessed me with a Sony Ericsson Shaky Phone. They were so surprised that Jesus is indeed a God of blessings. And they said one thing to me, “Jack, you are so cool. You can be so calm. How did you do it?”
It is because my life is in the hands of Jesus.

Chapter 6: Malaysia C Walk Legend

Written on February 2008



I think when people heard about Jack’s Stuff. Mostly, they will recall about music, MTV, photography… and CWALK! There was one time that Benjamin and I went to Centerpoint, KK. He heard some people looking at me, saying “Look! The CWalk guy!”, “Jack’s Stuff!”, “CWalk!”
















The Crip Walk, or C-Walk, is a steady movement of the feet used to spell out gang-related symbols and images. It originated in the early 1970s in Compton, a poor suburb of Los Angeles, California, popularly referenced in rap lyrics. What began as a symbolic movement of the feet in the early 1980s, soon inspired a hip-hop dance in the late 1990s. This style of dance today is known as the Crip Walk.

A common practice for Crip members is to use the C-Walk to celebrate the initiation of a new member. It is also largely believed that the C-Walk was used as a warning to other gangs of a future attack by the Crips, or as a signal in a robbery. For example, the lookout would stand outside of the store and act as surveillance, while the robbers would lay in wait and await the signal: the C-Walk. Allegedly, Crips would also C-Walk after shooting or killing a rival gang memberin celebration.

The Clown Walk (also known as the C-Walk) refers to a modern dance style, usually done to hip hop music. It is a variation of the Crip walk, a gang related dance. Clown Walking, however, was created to distance the relationship between the dance style and the Crips gang. Another variation of Clown Walking is Crown walking, which focuses mostly on flow rather than speed and flash.

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Why do I still CWalk then? There are a lot of people who complain and rebuke me for CWalk culture… I don’t care how they think. I do it in a right way. CWalk is for passion and fun.

Everyone must believe one truth. All creations come from Jesus, even CWalk! I am saying to the Christians now. Remember! All Creations worship Jesus. Amen.

I don’t adapt in the Gangster culture, or anything evil. I just wanted to CWalk for the Glory of God.










How does it happen that I started my CWalk?
I know a dance called Shuffle. Tono is one of my youths in Labuan. Currently, he studies in Singapore. Before he left for studies, he showed me Shuffle dance in youtube because he is a shuffler. If you type “Shuffle Malaysia” in youtube, you will know how it looks like. After watching the shuffle, Tono saw a video named “CWalk”. Then he checked on the video. That’s how I get to know CWalk in the first place.












Tono said that CWalk is really cool. And many people had failed to CWalk because the footworks are very complicated. He himself is a shuffler, but he prefers CWalk. Then I asked him a question, “Anyone does CWalk in Malaysia?” He replied, “No… I see no video of Malaysia CWalk in youtube.”

In my mind, I prayed to Jesus, “Lord, I want this CWalk to be a legend in Malaysia
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Let me be the first one who starts a video about CWalk Legend in Malaysia. Let me be the light of the world through CWalk. I wanna make a difference and glorify Your Holy name through CWalk.”

I said to Tono that I would like to try CWalk. He said this to me, “Jack, this is going to be tough. It takes a long time to master it.” Then I said to Jesus, “By one month, I will master the footwork of CWalk in the name of Jesus. May the Lord help me!”

I know one day in Malaysia, CWalk will be very famous. Many people will start to CWalk. If I don’t start CWalking now, it would be too late to catch up with the new generation. After that one month, I went to a new place called Tawau. In Tawau, no one knows about CWalk. I did my CWalk practices where no one was around. Accidentally, someone saw my CWalk. And that’s how the people in Tawau started their CWalk journey.

















CWalk in KK. Click the link below...
Jack’s Stuff C Walk in KK.


Many people had known me through CWalk. They will acknowledge me as a Christian.
I am in the success of seeking the Greater Glory of God. No one understands, but Jesus is the only one who knows my heart.

Let His name be widespread throughout Malaysia in my CWalk video. His name is to be lifted up high forever! Amen!

CWalk is one of the ways of life. You must CWalk into a level where everyone can feel the groove and relaxation in your CWalk. Make sure everyone can see every step of our footwork, yet they can’t learn from seeing it. This is what I called professional CWalk. My CWalk is Crown Walk.

28 January 2008

Chapter 5: Not an Ordinary Life

Written on 28 January

















In these few days, I had been observing how the people lived in their lives. The people had been repeating their life daily or weekly. And they were contented with it.

I felt that (in my opnion) this is not what I want. To me, this is meaningless. I do not want to live like an ordinary person – keep on repeating the daily lifestyle.

A person who always knows how to expose himself into the world will definitely find his purpose of life. As for me, I am a person who likes to learn new things and expose myself into different world.

Though we might have skills/talents (music, video, art design, cooking… etc),we at least travel around to expose into other places.

For example, I have a gift of multimedia. And I worked in a Malaysia company. Am I going to stay like that for the rest of my life which repeated the life again and again?





Daily Routine: Wake up, Breakfast, Go to work, Wait for Boss to give tasks, Do video, Lunch, Surf the net, Msn, Tea Break, Talk rumors and gossip, Time to go home, Shower, Dinner, Watch TV, Hang out with friends, sleep.

This is a waste of time. It is like a computer. Come on! We are humans. I do not want this. I wanna be an extraordinary person. A person who wanna be extraordinary will always cherish time to expose new areas (go to other countries and try lifestyle there, or find things that you never learn or expose before). This is what I called LIFE.












I have a friend. He is Benjamin. We knew each other during a English Youth Camp. After that, he was inspired by the brand “Jack’s Stuff”. And my C Walk attracted him till now. And now we are like brothers. Even his sister Yolanda is very nice to me.











He loves to cook. I believe everyone recognizes him as a good chef already. He used to launch a food stall in Kota Kinabalu (Central of Sabah, Malaysia). I heard that he earned good money. He is only 20 years old in Year 2008. As compared to the society, he is actually already a successful person. However, he closed down the food stall. And people complained that he should not close down.

Then he explained to me, “Jack, this is not the life that I want. I want to learn more and expose more into the world. I will NEVER want to stay in Malaysia forever. Though my food stall earned good money, this is not what I want. It is meaningless. I will be going to Taiwan for exposure.”


His thought is exactly the same as mine. I wanna do something greater for the Glory of God.


I want to have an extraordinary life
but not everyone will understand. I wanna do something different in church for the Glory of God.

13 January 2008

Chapter 4: Music of Jack’s Stuff

Written on 13 January 2008



















I love to compose songs. I love to sing. I love to make my own MTV. I just like to do something special, something challenging, and something fascinating.

If anyone has any suggestion for the most famous website, please contact me through

Please Click the link to view.
1) MSN = find_jackwong@hotmail.com
2) MySpace
3) Friendster
4) Facebook

















For those who had been supporting me all these while, I love to thank you for everything that you have placed hope in me. I believe one day people will recognize my composed songs and support me all the way. People have been encouraging me to make more songs. They say that they will definitely support me. This makes me touched. However, I only have one problem; my voice recording is not as nice as studio.

Many people had commented that my song is nice, but only the voice. The voice is kinda of blur, soft and weak. The voice quality is my only headache. I got no money to record my songs in studio. It is super expensive, friend!















The truth is that I use only a normal MONO microphone to record my voice. If I will be given a chance to record in studio, I guarantee it sounds so much better. When people heard me singing in live, they said they enjoy my singing.

Music itself is very special to me. I just can’t live without music. No silent world, please. Make music! Make music! Below are my links to my MTV. Thanks for supporting my songs. Please enjoy!


My recent MTV Click the Link below

1) How To say (Love Song)

2) You are with me

This song is special to me. It will always remind me of my youth and disciples. Though they can’t sing well, please appreciate their heart of singing. They sang for me. This is the song that I had promised to write just for them.

3) No choice


Please support my songs. Thank you very much.

11 January 2008

Chapter 3: From Nothing to Something

Written on 11 January 2008


People thought that Jack’s Stuff is just a brand only,yet nothing special about this person. However, they are wrong. The person is the one who makes Jack’s Stuff extraordinary. From their comments, they said, “Wow! The logo Jack’s Stuff is cool! Who is this guy?”












At times, they were attracted by the talents of Jack’s StuffPhotos, Songs, Dance, Video, and MTV. Please remember that this talent is only the surface of Jack’s Stuff. This is only the outer look, yet when people began to know the inner side of Jack’s Stuff, they will be even amazed. This is what I heard from outsiders.

Normally people know Jack’s Stuff through photos, music, dance, video and MTV. First, they will enjoy the fantasy. After that, they will ask a question “Who is this guy?” Then they will notice a Brand “Jack’s Stuff”. Motto is “Change your style, get the picture?” Another word will continue after viewing “Cool!”













To tell you the truth, I used to be nothing. I neither know nor study any of these – Photography, Song Composer, Video Shooting, CWalk, and Multimedia. The funniest thing is that I heard lots of rumors saying “Jack studied degree of Multimedia and photography,”, “No wonder he can do all these videos,”, “He got high results in Multimedia.”

What the...?

Oh no! This is funny. I myself studied accountacy. There’s nothing to do with Multimedia and photography. However, I like the rumors.

The reason why I got these skills and talents is that… I only wanna thank the most important person in my life – Jesus Christ. He is the one who makes me from nothing to something. I know people will say “Crazy!”. But no one can deny the truth. And this is the truth. People around me are the witnesses of my life. Jesus has passed the talents to me – to fulfill a greater purpose in my life.

















When the moment I picked up the camera, I had already known how to handle all kinds of angles and nice view and lighting. I do not know where this knowledge came from, but I had mastered the photography without any study and education. It goes for the same concept in multimedia.

This is the most amazing thing about my music. I know nothing about music. I have not taken any musical class or theory. How does this talent come from? I remember I start to compose music when I was living in a mountain called Wa Bang (somewhere in Myanmar).

Think about it. Am I worthy enough to have all these talents? Definitely not! It's God's mercy. How did I get all the talents? The key is Prayer.

10 January 2008

Chapter 2: My First 4 disciples

Written on 10 January 2008



Actually many people hate me (now I still do not figure out the reason for hating me). Only my disciples… They will never hate me. The guys whom I will never forget



















Michael Mok, Jack Mok – They are brothers. 
Jusslee Tan, Jeffry Tan – They are brothers. 

These 8 disciples love to stay close to me because of my life testimony. They found the same purpose of life as mine. They do not want to stay in a world where no one would recognize them.

They wanna be someone outstanding. They had been trying to find a way to make themselves well-known. They were attracted by Jack’s Stuff. Yet the testimony about God in my life is even more impacted in their life. They love God and they experienced God. Their life was changed by Jesus.
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Michael Mok










He is a person who is very determined to get his goal. He is a very diligent guy who always wanna go for the best. I still remember that the first time he met me, he thought I was worse than an ordinary guy. (At that time, I dressed very weirdly, with moustaches, with lousy hairstyle… etc) “Hi, I am Jack.” He felt, “What can this guy do in my life? He is nothing!”

When time goes on, he found that I am extraordinary person. He was shocked and glad to meet me. He says he will never regret knowing me in his life. I should be the one who should be thankful to God and him. In my life, no one actually appreciate me except my disciples. He is the one who appreciates me the most.
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Jack Mok











He is a person who loves to stick with me wherever I go. He will always be there with me whenever I do something alone. Everyone may enjoy feast and drink together. No one will want to miss the fun. I will just slowly fade away from the crowd to do my things, but when I was doing my things quietly, there is a voice behind me “Jack”.

I will ask him “Why do you look for me? You should enjoy the fun with them.” He will say this to me, “You are the one who will make me happy. I prefer to follow you.” I am so touched when I hear this every time. It’s because he says it sincerely, unlike others
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Jusslee Tan











He is a quiet person who will always need care and concern. He is different from others. He will do things carefully and nicely.

I still remember his expression when he did the tasks which I had given him. His eyes contained full of concentration, inspiration, and determination.

The only weakness is that he has no confidence in himself. He always say this to me, “Jack, you are the only one who will always encourage me the most.”
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Jeffry Tan











He is a very gifted person in music. He learns guitar and photography from me. He likes to find me for further improvement in his talents.

I did say this to him before I left my hometown, “When you are stronger than me, I will be even glad because you have grown up.” I remember he even helped me in video shooting. I was very impressed by his improvement.












But one day in Sep 2007, we were parted. They were so sad. And there is a promise between us – we will be united together in future. There is also to fulfill something bigger in our purpose of life.